I am a terrible blogger. There is no denying it. Sometimes I struggle to tell my story. I know there is a benefit of writing it out, especially when I find myself struggling.
Finding oneself and the journey to True is not easy, but very likely doable.
I have been struggling lately with my self worth. I feel like I am not a part of something or even all that missed when I am not around. Deep down, I know this is not true since people do invite me to participate in activities and to get out and about. I need to find the positive energy within myself to join. Currently not finding my inner or outer beauty and this pity party I am throwing myself is not really me either.
Routine. That has been missing lately and a big culprit in my current state, I do believe. So. Gotta get out of this silly sorrow and get moving again. Moving for me. Moving so I can be me. Moving so I can enjoy others and they can enjoy me too.
Fear. I am afraid. Always afraid of rejection and not being good enough. Even if there is nothing to fear, it lurks anyway. I think this is Ed's new disguise. I will not allow this to have control.
Back to my journey to me. To True. To Life.
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